As some countries begin to ease coronavirus restrictions, offering more freedom and a glimpse of things to come, you would think we would all be feeling elated! A few months ago, when we were faced with significant restrictions and an overnight change to our everyday, conversations were filled with grief, loss and fantasies of what our days will look like once lockdown was lifted. We were all itching to get back to our normal lives. Yet as lockdown lifts, and all of those dreams can now be realised, instead of skipping out of our front doors we find ourselves feeling hesitant. Reserved. Uncomfortable.